{"id":1251,"date":"2007-02-11T01:39:32","date_gmt":"2007-02-11T07:39:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.conradaskland.com\/blog\/2007\/02\/dracula-by-bram-stoker-chapter-twenty\/"},"modified":"2007-02-11T01:39:49","modified_gmt":"2007-02-11T07:39:49","slug":"dracula-by-bram-stoker-chapter-twenty","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/conradaskland.com\/blog\/dracula-by-bram-stoker-chapter-twenty\/","title":{"rendered":"Dracula by Bram Stoker &#8211; Chapter Twenty"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>  JONATHAN HARKER&#8217;S JOURNAL<\/p>\n<p>1 October, evening.&#8211;I found  Thomas  Snelling  in  his house at Bethnal Green, but unhappily he was not in a condition to remember anything.  The very prospect of beer  which my expected coming had opened to him had proved too much, and he had begun too early on his expected debauch.  I  learned, however, from his wife, who seemed a decent, poor soul, that he was only the assistant of Smollet, who  of the two  mates was the responsible person.  So off I drove to Walworth, and found Mr. Joseph Smollet at home  and in  his  shirtsleeves, taking  a late tea out of a saucer.  He is a decent, intelligent fellow, distinctly a good, reliable type  of  workman, and with a headpiece of his own. He remembered all about the incident of the boxes, and from a  wonderful dog-eared notebook, which he produced from some mysterious receptacle about the seat  of  his  trousers, and  which  had  hieroglyphical entries in thick, half-obliterated  pencil, he  gave  me the destinations of the boxes.  There were,  he said, six in the cartload which he took from Carfax and left at 197 Chicksand Street, Mile End New Town, and another six which he deposited at Jamaica Lane, Bermondsey.  If  then  the  Count meant  to scatter  these  ghastly  refuges of  his over London,  these places were chosen as the first of delivery, so that later he might distribute more fully.  The systematic manner in which this was  done  made me think that he could not mean to confine himself to two sides of London. He was now fixed on the far east on the northern shore,  on the east of the southern shore, and on the south.  The north and west were surely never meant to be left out of his diabolical scheme, let alone the City itself and the very heart  of fashionable London in the south-west and west.  I went back to Smollet, and asked him if he  could  tell  us  if  any other boxes had been taken from Carfax.<\/p>\n<p>He  replied,  &#8220;Well  guv&#8217;nor,  you&#8217;ve  treated  me very &#8216;an&#8217;some&#8221;, I had given him half a sovereign, &#8220;an  I&#8217;ll  tell yer all I know. I heard a man by the name of Bloxam say four nights ago in the  &#8216;Are  an&#8217;  &#8216;Ounds, in Pincher&#8217;s Alley, as &#8216;ow he an&#8217; his mate &#8216;ad &#8216;ad a rare  dusty job in a old &#8216;ouse at Purfleet.  There ain&#8217;t a many such jobs as this &#8216;ere, an&#8217; I&#8217;m thinkin&#8217; that maybe Sam Bloxam could tell ye summut.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I asked if he could tell me  where to find him.  I told him that  if he could  get  me the address it would be worth another half sovereign to him.  So he  gulped down  the rest of his tea and stood up, saying that he  was  going to begin the search then and there.<\/p>\n<p>At the door he stopped, and said,  &#8220;Look &#8216;ere, guv&#8217;nor, there ain&#8217;t no sense  in  me a keepin&#8217; you &#8216;ere.  I may find Sam soon, or I mayn&#8217;t,  but  anyhow he ain&#8217;t like to be in a way to tell ye much tonight.  Sam is a rare one when he starts on the booze.  If you can give me a envelope with a stamp on it, and put yer address on it, I&#8217;ll find out where Sam is to be found and post it ye tonight. But ye&#8217;d better be up arter &#8216;im  soon  in  the  mornin&#8217;,  never mind the booze the night afore.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>This was all practical, so one of the children went off with a penny to buy an envelope and a sheet of paper, and to keep the change.  When she came back, I addressed the envelope and stamped  it,  and when Smollet had again faithfully promised to post the address when found, I took my way to home. We&#8217;re on the track anyhow. I am tired tonight, and I want to sleep. Mina is fast asleep, and looks a little too pale. Her eyes look as though she had been crying.  Poor dear, I&#8217;ve no doubt  it  frets her to be kept in the dark, and it may make her doubly anxious about me and the others.  But it  is best as it is.  It is better to be disappointed and worried in such a way now than to have her nerve broken.  The  doctors  were quite right to insist on her being kept out of this dreadful business.  I must be firm, for on me  this particular burden of silence must rest.  I shall not ever enter on the subject with her under any circumstances.  Indeed, It may not be a hard task, after all, for she herself has  become reticent on the subject, and has not spoken  of the Count or his doings ever since we told her of our decision.<\/p>\n<p>2 October, evening&#8211;A long and trying and exciting day. By the first post I got my directed envelope  with  a  dirty scrap of paper enclosed, on which was written with a carpenter&#8217;s pencil in a sprawling hand,  &#8220;Sam Bloxam, Korkrans,  4 Poters Cort, Bartel Street, Walworth.  Arsk for the depite.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I got the letter in bed, and rose without waking  Mina. She looked heavy and sleepy and pale, and far from  well.  I determined not to wake  her, but that when  I  should return from this new search, I would  arrange for her going back to Exeter.  I think she would be happier in  our own home, with her daily tasks to interest her, than in being  here amongst us and in ignorance.  I only  saw Dr. Seward  for a  moment, and told him where I was off to, promising  to come back and tell the rest so soon as I should have found out anything. I drove  to Walworth and found, with some difficulty, Potter&#8217;s Court.  Mr. Smollet&#8217;s  spelling  misled  me, as  I asked for Poter&#8217;s Court instead of  Potter&#8217;s  Court.  However,  when I had found the court, I had no difficulty in discovering Corcoran&#8217;s lodging house.<\/p>\n<p>When  I  asked  the man  who  came  to the door for the &#8220;depite,&#8221; he shook his head, and said,  &#8220;I dunno &#8216;im.  There ain&#8217;t no such a person &#8216;ere.  I never &#8216;eard of &#8216;im in all my bloomin&#8217; days. Don&#8217;t believe there ain&#8217;t nobody of that kind livin&#8217; &#8216;ere or anywheres.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I took out Smollet&#8217;s letter, and as I read it it seemed to me that  the  lesson  of  the spelling of the name of the court might guide me.  &#8220;What are you?&#8221; I asked.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m the depity,&#8221; he answered.<\/p>\n<p>I saw at once that  I was on the right track.  Phonetic spelling  had  again  misled  me.  A  half crown tip put the deputy&#8217;s knowledge  at  my  disposal, and I learned that Mr. Bloxam, who had slept off  the  remains of his beer  on  the previous night at Corcoran&#8217;s, had left for his work at Poplar at five o&#8217;clock that morning. He could not tell me where the place of work was situated, but he had a vague idea  that it was  some  kind  of  a  &#8220;new-fangled ware&#8217;us,&#8221; and with this slender clue I had to start for Poplar.  It was twelve o&#8217;clock before I got any satisfactory  hint  of such a building, and this I got at a coffee shop, where some workmen were  having their dinner.  One of them suggested that  there  was  being erected at Cross Angel Street a new &#8220;cold storage&#8221; building, and as this suited the condition of a &#8220;new-fangled ware&#8217;us,&#8221; I at once drove to it.  An interview with a surly gatekeeper and a surlier foreman, both of  whom  were appeased with the coin of the realm, put me on the  track  of  Bloxam.  He was sent for on my suggestion that I was willing to pay his days wages to his foreman for the privilege of asking  him  a few questions on a private matter.  He was a smart enough fellow, though rough of speech and bearing.  When  I had promised to pay for his information and given him an earnest, he told me that he had made two journeys between Carfax  and a house in Piccadilly, and had taken from this house to the latter nine great boxes, &#8220;main heavy ones,&#8221; with a  horse and cart hired by him for this purpose.<\/p>\n<p>I  asked  him  if  he  could tell me the number of the house in Piccadilly, to which  he replied, &#8220;Well, guv&#8217;nor, I forgits  the  number, but  it was only a few door from a big white church, or  somethink of the kind, not long built.  It was a dusty old  &#8216;ouse, too, though nothin&#8217; to the dustiness of the &#8216;ouse we tooked the bloomin&#8217; boxes from.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;How did you get in if both houses were empty?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;There  was  the old party what engaged me a waitin&#8217; in the &#8216;ouse at Purfleet.  He  &#8216;elped  me to lift the boxes and put them in the dray.  Curse me,  but  he was  the strongest chap I ever struck, an&#8217; him a old feller, with a white moustache, one that thin you would  think  he couldn&#8217;t  throw  a shadder.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>How this phrase thrilled through me!<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Why,  &#8216;e  took  up  &#8216;is end o&#8217; the boxes like they was pounds of tea, and me a puffin&#8217;  an&#8217; a blowin&#8217; afore I could upend mine anyhow, an&#8217; I&#8217;m no chicken, neither.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;How did you get into the house in Piccadilly?&#8221; I asked.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;He was there too. He must &#8216;a started off and got there afore me, for when I rung of  the bell he kem an&#8217; opened the door &#8216;isself an&#8217; &#8216;elped me carry the boxes into the &#8216;all.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;The whole nine?&#8221; I asked.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yus,  there was five in the first load an&#8217; four in the second.  It was  main dry work, an&#8217; I don&#8217;t so well remember &#8216;ow I got &#8216;ome.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I interrupted him,  &#8220;Were the boxes  left in the hall?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yus, it was a big &#8216;all, an&#8217;  there was nothin&#8217; else in it.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I made one more attempt to further matters. &#8220;You didn&#8217;t have any key?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Never used no key nor nothink. The old gent, he opened the door &#8216;isself an&#8217; shut it again when I druv off.  I don&#8217;t remember the last time, but that was the beer.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;And you can&#8217;t remember the number of the house?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No, sir.  But ye needn&#8217;t have no difficulty about that. It&#8217;s a  &#8216;igh  &#8216;un  with a stone front with a bow on it,  an&#8217; &#8216;igh steps up to the door.  I know them steps, &#8216;avin&#8217; &#8216;ad to carry  the  boxes up with three  loafers  what come round to earn a copper.  The  old gent  give them shillin&#8217;s, an&#8217; they seein&#8217; they got so much, they wanted more.  But  &#8216;e took one of them  by the shoulder and was  like to throw &#8216;im down the steps, till the lot of them went away cussin&#8217;.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I thought that with  this  description I could find the house, so having paid my friend for his information, I started off for Piccadilly.  I had gained a new painful experience. The Count could, it was evident, handle the earth boxes himself. If so, time was precious, for now that he had achieved a certain amount of distribution, he  could, by choosing his own time, complete the task unobserved. At Piccadilly Circus I discharged my cab, and walked westward.  Beyond the Junior Constitutional I came across the house described and was satisfied  that  this  was  the  next  of the lairs arranged by Dracula.  The house looked as though it had been long untenanted.  The  windows  were  encrusted  with  dust,  and  the shutters were up. All the framework was black with time, and from the iron the paint had mostly scaled away.  It was evident that up to lately there had  been a  large notice board in front of the balcony.  It had, however, been roughly torn away, the uprights which had  supported  it still remaining. Behind the rails of the balcony  I saw there were some loose boards, whose raw edges looked white.  I would  have given a good deal to have been able  to see the notice board intact, as it would, perhaps, have given  some clue to the ownership of the house.  I  remembered my experience of the investigation and purchase of Carfax, and I could not but feel that I could find the former owner there might be some means discovered of gaining access to the house.<\/p>\n<p>There was  at  present  nothing to  be learned from the Piccadilly side, and nothing could be done, so I went around to the back to see if anything could be  gathered  from this quarter.  The mews were active, the Piccadilly  houses being mostly in occupation.  I asked one or two of  the grooms and helpers whom I saw around  if they  could  tell me  anything about the empty house. One of them said that he heard it had lately been taken, but he couldn&#8217;t say from whom.  He told me, however, that up to very lately there had been a notice board of &#8220;For Sale&#8221; up, and that perhaps Mitchell, Sons,  &amp;  Candy the house agents could tell me something, as he  thought  he remembered seeing the name of that firm on  the board. I did not wish to seem too eager, or to let my  informant  know or guess too much, so thanking him in the  usual manner,I strolled away.  It was now growing dusk, and the autumn night was closing in, so I did not lose any time.  Having  learned the address of Mitchell, Sons, &amp; Candy  from a  directory at the Berkeley, I was soon at their office in Sackville Street.<\/p>\n<p>The gentleman who saw me was particularly suave in manner, but uncommunicative  in equal proportion.  Having  once told me  that the Piccadilly house, which throughout our interview he called a &#8220;mansion,&#8221; was sold,  he  considered  my business as concluded. When I asked who had purchased it, he opened his eyes a thought wider, and  paused a  few  seconds before replying,  &#8220;It is sold, sir.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Pardon me,&#8221; I said, with equal politeness, &#8220;but I have a special reason for wishing to know who purchased it.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Again he paused longer,  and  raised his eyebrows still more.  &#8220;It is sold, sir,&#8221; was again his laconic reply.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Surely,&#8221; I said, &#8220;you do  not  mind letting me know so much.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;But  I  do  mind,&#8221; he answered.  &#8220;The affairs of their clients  are absolutely safe in the hands of Mitchell, Sons, &amp; Candy.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>This was manifestly a prig of the first water, and there was no use arguing with him.  I thought I had  best meet him on his own ground, so I said,  &#8220;Your clients, sir, are happy in having so resolute a guardian of their  confidence.  I am myself a professional man.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Here I handed him my card.  &#8220;In  this instance I am not prompted by curiosity, I act on the part  of Lord Godalming, who wishes to know something of the property which  was,  he understood, lately for sale.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>These words  put a different complexion on affairs.  He said,  &#8220;I would like  to  oblige you if I could, Mr. Harker, and especially would I like to oblige his lordship.  We once carried out a small matter  of renting some chambers for him when he was the Honorable Arthur Holmwood.  If  you will let me have his lordship&#8217;s address I will  consult the  House on the subject, and  will, in  any case, communicate  with  his lordship by tonight&#8217;s post.  It will be a pleasure if we can so far deviate from our rules as to give the required information to his lordship.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I wanted to  secure a friend, and not to make an enemy, so I thanked him, gave  the address at Dr. Seward&#8217;s and came away.  It was now dark, and I  was tired and  hungry.  I got a cup of tea at the Aerated Bread Company  and came  down to Purfleet by the next train.<\/p>\n<p>I found all the others at home. Mina was looking tired and pale, but she made a gallant effort to be bright and cheerful. It wrung my heart to think that I had had to keep anything from her and so caused her inquietude. Thank God, this will be the last night of her looking on at our conferences, and feeling the sting of our not showing our confidence. It took all my courage to hold to the wise resolution of keeping her out of our grim task. She seems somehow more reconciled, or else the very subject seems to have become repugnant to her, for when any accidental allusion is made she actually shudders. I am glad we made our resolution in time, as with such a feeling as this,our growing knowledge would be torture to her.<\/p>\n<p>I could not tell the others of the day&#8217;s discovery till we were  alone, so  after dinner, followed by a little music to save appearances even amongst ourselves, I took  Mina  to her room and left her to go to bed.  The  dear girl was more affectionate with me than ever, and clung to me as though she would  detain  me,  but there was much to be talked of and I came away. Thank God, the ceasing of telling things has made no difference between us.<\/p>\n<p>When I  came down again I found the others all gathered round the fire in the study.  In  the train I had written my diary so far, and  simply  read  it  off to them as the best means of letting them get abreast of my own information.<\/p>\n<p>When I had finished Van Helsing said,  &#8220;This has been a great day&#8217;s work, friend Jonathan.  Doubtless we are on  the track of  the  missing  boxes.  If we  find them all in that house, then our work is near the end.  But  if there be some missing, we must search until we find them.  Then  shall  we make our final coup, and hunt the wretch to his real death.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>We all sat silent awhile and  all  at  once  Mr. Morris spoke,  &#8220;Say!  How are we going to get into that house?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;We got into the other,&#8221;answered Lord Godalming quickly.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;But, Art, this is different.  We broke house at Carfax, but we had night and a walled park to protect us. It will be a mighty different thing to commit burglary  in  Piccadilly, either by day or night.  I confess  I  don&#8217;t see how  we are going to get in unless that agency duck can find us a key of some sort.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Lord Godalming&#8217;s  brows contracted, and he stood up and walked about the room.  By-and-by he stopped and said, turning from one to another of us,   &#8220;Quincey&#8217;s head is level.  This burglary business  is  getting serious.  We got off once all right,  but  we  have now a rare job on hand.  Unless we can find the Count&#8217;s key basket.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>As nothing could well be done before morning, and as it would  be  at  least  advisable  to wait till Lord Godalming should hear  from Mitchell&#8217;s, we decided not to take any active  step before breakfast  time.  For  a good while we sat and smoked, discussing  the matter in its various lights and bearings.  I  took  the opportunity  of  bringing this diary right  up to  the  moment.  I am very sleepy and shall go to bed . . .<\/p>\n<p>Just a line.  Mina  sleeps soundly and her breathing is regular.  Her forehead is puckered  up into little wrinkles, as though she thinks even in her sleep.  She  is  still  too pale, but does not look so haggard as she did this  morning. Tomorrow will, I hope, mend all this.  She  will  be herself at home in Exeter.  Oh, but I am sleepy!<\/p>\n<p>DR. SEWARD&#8217;S DIARY<\/p>\n<p>1 October.&#8211;I  am  puzzled  afresh about Renfield.  His moods change  so  rapidly  that  I find it difficult to keep touch of them, and as they always  mean something  more than his own well-being, they form a more than interesting study. This  morning, when I went to see him after his  repulse  of Van Helsing, his manner was that of a man commanding destiny. He was, in fact, commanding destiny, subjectively. He did not really care for any of the things  of  mere earth, he was in the clouds and looked down on  all the weaknesses  and wants of us poor mortals.<\/p>\n<p>I thought  I would improve the occasion and learn something, so I asked him,  &#8220;What about the flies these times?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He smiled  on  me in quite a superior sort of way, such a smile as would  have become  the  face  of Malvolio, as he answered me, &#8220;The fly, my dear sir, has one striking feature. It&#8217;s  wings are typical  of the aerial powers of the psychic faculties. The ancients did well when they typified the soul as a butterfly!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I thought  I would push his analogy to its utmost logically, so I  said quickly,  &#8220;Oh, it  is a soul you are after now, is it?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>His madness foiled his reason, and a puzzled look spread over his face as, shaking his  head  with a decision which I had but seldom seen in him.<\/p>\n<p>He said,  &#8220;Oh, no, oh no!  I want no souls. Life is all I want.&#8221;  Here he  brightened up.  &#8220;I  am pretty indifferent about it at present.  Life is all right.  I have all I want. You must get  a new patient,  doctor,  if  you wish to study zoophagy!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>This  puzzled me a little, so I drew him on.  &#8220;Then you command life.  You are a god, I suppose?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He smiled with an ineffably benign superiority. &#8220;Oh no! Far be  it from  me to  arrogate to myself the attributes of the Deity. I am not even concerned in His especially spiritual doings.  If I may state my intellectual  position I  am, so far as concerns things purely terrestrial, somewhat in the position which Enoch occupied spiritually!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>This was a poser to me.  I could not at the moment recall Enoch&#8217;s  appositeness,  so  I  had to ask a simple question, though I felt that by so doing I was lowering  myself in the eyes of the lunatic.  &#8220;And why with Enoch?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Because he walked with God.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I could not see  the analogy, but did not like to admit it, so  I  harked back to what he had denied.  &#8220;So you don&#8217;t care about life and  you don&#8217;t want souls.  Why not?&#8221;  I put my question quickly and somewhat sternly, on purpose to disconcert him.<\/p>\n<p>The effort  succeeded,  for an instant he unconsciously relapsed into  his  old  servile manner, bent low before me, and  actually fawned  upon me  as he replied.  &#8220;I don&#8217;t want any souls, indeed, indeed!  I don&#8217;t.  I couldn&#8217;t use them if I had them. They would be no manner of use to me. I couldn&#8217;t eat them or . . .&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He  suddenly  stopped and  the old  cunning look spread over his face, like a wind sweep on the surface of the water.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;And doctor, as to life, what  is  it after  all?  When you&#8217;ve got all you require, and you know that you will never want, that is all.  I have friends, good friends,  like you, Dr. Seward.&#8221;This was said with a leer of inexpressible cunning.  &#8220;I know that I shall never lack the means of life!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I think that through the cloudiness of  his insanity he saw some antagonism in me, for he at  once  fell back on the last refuge of such as he, a  dogged silence.  After a short time I saw that for the present  it  was useless to speak to him.  He was sulky, and so I came away.<\/p>\n<p>Later in the  day  he  sent for me.  Ordinarily I would not have come  without special  reason, but  just at present I am so interested in him that I would gladly make an effort. Besides, I am glad to have anything to help pass  the  time. Harker is out, following up clues, and so are Lord Godalming and Quincey.  Van Helsing sits in my study  poring over  the record prepared by the Harkers.  He seems to  think  that by accurate knowledge of all details he will light  up on  some clue.  He does not wish to be disturbed in the work, without cause.  I would have taken him with me to  see the  patient, only I thought that after his last repulse he might not care to go again.  There was also another reason.  Renfield might not speak so freely before a third person as when  he  and I were alone.<\/p>\n<p>I  found him  sitting in the middle of the floor on his stool, a pose which is  generally indicative  of some mental energy on his part.  When I  came in,  he  said  at once, as though the  question had  been  waiting  on his lips.  &#8220;What about souls?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>It  was  evident then that my surmise had been correct. Unconscious  cerebration  was  doing its work, even with the lunatic.  I determined to have the matter out.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What about them yourself?&#8221; I asked.<\/p>\n<p>He did not reply for a moment but looked all around him, and up and down, as though he expected to find some inspiration for an answer.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t want any souls!&#8221;  He  said in a feeble, apologetic way.  The matter seemed preying on his mind,  and so I determined  to use it, to  &#8220;be cruel only to be kind.&#8221;  So I said,  &#8220;You like life, and you want life?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Oh yes! But that is all right. You needn&#8217;t worry about that!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;But,&#8221; I asked,&#8221;how are we to get the life without getting the soul also?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>This seemed to puzzle him, so I followed it up, &#8220;A nice time you&#8217;ll have some time when you&#8217;re flying out here, with the souls of thousands  of flies and spiders and  birds  and cats  buzzing  and  twittering  and  moaning all around you. You&#8217;ve got their lives, you know, and  you  must put up with their souls!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Something seemed  to affect his imagination, for he put his fingers to his ears and shut his eyes,  screwing them up tightly  just  as  a  small boy  does when his face is being soaped.  There was something pathetic in it that touched me. It also gave me a lesson, for it seemed that before me was a child, only a  child, though the features were worn, and the stubble on  the jaws was  white.  It was evident that he was undergoing some  process  of mental disturbance, and knowing how his past  moods had interpreted things seemingly foreign to himself, I thought I would enter into his mind as well as I could and go with him<\/p>\n<p>The  first  step  was to restore confidence, so I asked him, speaking  pretty  loud so that he would hear me through his closed ears,&#8221;Would you like some sugar to get your flies around again?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He  seemed to  wake up all at once, and shook his head. With a laugh he replied,  &#8220;Not much!  Flies are poor things, after all!&#8221;  After a pause he added, &#8220;But I don&#8217;t want their souls buzzing round me, all the same.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Or spiders?&#8221; I went on.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Blow spiders!  What&#8217;s the use of spiders?  There isn&#8217;t anything in them to eat or . . .&#8221;  He  stopped  suddenly  as though reminded of a forbidden topic.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;So, so!&#8221; I thought to myself, &#8220;this is the second time he has suddenly stopped at the  word  `drink&#8217;.  What does it mean?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Renfield  seemed  himself aware of having made a lapse, for he hurried on,  as though  to distract my attention from it,  &#8220;I don&#8217;t take any stock at  all in such matters.  `Rats and mice  and  such small  deer,&#8217;  as  Shakespeare  has  it, `chicken feed of the larder&#8217;  they might be called. I&#8217;m past all that sort of nonsense.  You  might  as well ask a man to eat molecules with a pair of chopsticks, as to try to interest me about the  less  carnivora,  when  I know  of what is before me.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I see,&#8221;  I said.&#8221;You want big things that you can make your teeth meet in?  How  would you like  to breakfast on an elephant?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What  ridiculous  nonsense you are talking?&#8221;   He  was getting too wide awake, so I thought I would press him hard.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I wonder,&#8221;  I  said reflectively,  &#8220;what an elephant&#8217;s soul is like!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The effect  I desired was obtained, for he at once fell from his high-horse and became a child again.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t want  an elephant&#8217;s soul, or any soul at all!&#8221; he said.  For a few moments  he  sat despondently.  Suddenly he jumped to his feet,  with his  eyes  blazing  and all the signs of intense cerebral excitement.  &#8220;To hell with you and your souls!&#8221; he shouted.  &#8220;Why do you plague me about souls? Haven&#8217;t I  got enough to worry, and pain, to distract me already, without thinking of souls?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He looked so hostile that I thought he was in for another homicidal fit, so I blew my whistle.<\/p>\n<p>The instant, however, that I did so he became calm, and said apologetically, &#8220;Forgive me, Doctor. I forgot myself. You do not need any help. I am so worried in my mind that I am apt to be irritable. If you only knew the problem I have to face, and that I am working out, you would pity, and tolerate, and pardon me. Pray do not put me in a strait waistcoat. I want to think and I cannot think freely when my body is confined. I am sure you will understand!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He had evidently self-control,  so  when the attendants came I told them  not  to mind, and they withdrew.  Renfield watched them go.  When the door was closed he said with considerable dignity and sweetness,  &#8220;Dr. Seward, you have been very considerate towards me.  Believe me that I am very, very grateful to you!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I  thought  it well to leave him in this mood, and so I came away.  There is  certainly  something to ponder over in this man&#8217;s state.  Several  points  seem  to  make  what the American interviewer calls &#8220;a story,&#8221;  if one could only get them in proper order.  Here they are:<\/p>\n<p>Will not mention &#8220;drinking.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Fears the thought of being  burdened with the &#8220;soul&#8221; of anything.<\/p>\n<p>Has no dread of wanting &#8220;life&#8221; in the future.<\/p>\n<p>Despises the meaner forms of life altogether, though he dreads being haunted by their souls.<\/p>\n<p>Logically all these things point one way!  He has assurance of some kind that he will acquire some higher life.<\/p>\n<p>He dreads the consequence, the burden of a soul.  Then it is a human life he looks to!<\/p>\n<p>And the assurance . . . ?<\/p>\n<p>Merciful God!  The Count  has been to him, and there is some new scheme of terror afoot!<\/p>\n<p>Later.&#8211;I went after  my  round to Van Helsing and told him my suspicion. He grew very grave, and after thinking the matter over for a while asked me to take him to Renfield.  I did so.  As we came to the door we heard the lunatic  within singing gaily, as he used to do in the time which  now seems so long ago.<\/p>\n<p>When  we  entered  we  saw  with  amazement that he had spread  out his  sugar as of old.  The flies, lethargic with the  autumn, were beginning to buzz into the room.  We tried to make him talk of the subject of our previous conversation, but he would  not attend.  He went on with his singing, just as though  we had not  been  present.  He had got a scrap of paper  and was  folding  it into a notebook.  We had to come away as ignorant as we went in.<\/p>\n<p>His is a curious case indeed. We must watch him tonight.<\/p>\n<p>LETTER, MITCHELL, SONS &amp; CANDY TO LORD GODALMING.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;1 October. &#8220;My Lord,<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;We are at all times only too happy to meet your wishes. We beg, with regard to the desire of your Lordship, expressed by Mr. Harker on your behalf, to supply the following information concerning the sale and purchase of No.347,Piccadilly. The original vendors are the executors of the late Mr. Archibald Winter-Suffield.  The purchaser is a foreign nobleman, Count de Ville, who effected the purchase himself paying the purchase money in notes `over the counter,&#8217; if your Lordship will pardon us using so vulgar an expression. Beyond this we know nothing whatever of him.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;We are, my Lord,<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Your Lordship&#8217;s humble servants,<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;MITCHELL, SONS &amp; CANDY.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>DR. SEWARD&#8217;S DIARY<\/p>\n<p>2 October.&#8211;I  placed a man in the corridor last night, and told him to make an  accurate note of any sound he might hear from Renfield&#8217;s  room,  and gave  him instructions that if there should be anything strange he was to call me. After dinner, when we had all gathered round the fire in the study, Mrs. Harker having gone to bed, we discussed the attempts and discoveries of the day.  Harker was the only one who had any result, and we are in great hopes  that his  clue  may be an important one.<\/p>\n<p>Before  going to bed I went round to the patient&#8217;s room and looked in through the observation trap.  He was sleeping soundly, his heart rose and fell with regular respiration.<\/p>\n<p>This  morning  the  man  on  duty reported to me that a little  after  midnight  he was restless and kept saying his prayers somewhat loudly.  I  asked  him if that was all.  He replied that it was all he heard.  There was something about his manner, so suspicious that I asked him point blank if he had  been  asleep.  He  denied sleep, but admitted to having &#8220;dozed&#8221; for a while.  It is too bad that men cannot be trusted unless they are watched.<\/p>\n<p>Today Harker is  out following up his clue, and Art and Quincey are looking after horses.  Godalming  thinks that it will be well to have horses  always in  readiness,  for when we  get the information  which we seek there will be no time to lose.  We must  sterilize all  the imported earth between sunrise and sunset.  We  shall  thus catch  the Count at his weakest, and without a refuge to fly to.  Van Helsing is off to the British Museum looking up some authorities on ancient medicine.  The old physicians took account of  things  which their followers do not accept, and the Professor is searching for witch and demon cures which may be useful to us later.<\/p>\n<p>I sometimes think we must be all mad and that  we shall wake to sanity in strait waistcoats.<\/p>\n<p>Later.&#8211;We have met again.  We seem at last to be on the track, and our work of tomorrow may be the beginning of the end.  I wonder if Renfield&#8217;s quiet has anything to do with this. His moods have so followed the doings  of the  Count,  that  the coming destruction of the monster may be carried to him some subtle way. If we could only get some hint as to what passed in his mind, between the time of my  argument with him today and  his  resumption of  fly-catching, it  might afford us a valuable clue.  He is now  seemingly quiet for a spell . . . Is he?  That wild yell seemed to come from his room . . .<\/p>\n<p>The  attendant  came  bursting into my room and told me that Renfield  had  somehow met with some  accident.  He had heard  him yell, and when he went to him found him lying  on his face on the floor, all covered with blood.  I must go at once . . .<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>JONATHAN HARKER&#8217;S JOURNAL 1 October, evening.&#8211;I found Thomas Snelling in his house at Bethnal Green, but unhappily he was not in a condition to remember anything. The very prospect of beer which my expected coming had opened to him had proved too much, and he had begun too early on his expected debauch. 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